With newborn son in tow, Kendra Wilkinson and her football pro hubby Hank Baskett will appear on E!’s special Kendra: Here Comes the Baby tonight at 9 PM. The new family including Hank Baskett IV, will document the birth of their new addition and all that goes along with being a new mom.

Life wasn't always so good for Kendra Wilkinson-Baskett. In an emotional interview for E! True Hollywood Story, the reality star reveals the struggles she faced in what she calls her "devil years," when she battled drugs and depression, before finding happiness in her marriage to Hank and their son. "I ended up becoming suicidal, and I started cutting myself. I had so much pain that I just wanted to die. It wasn't that I was trying to die, it was just that my pain took away from my pain inside," she reveals in this exclusive clip. As well as her own admissions, family members speak out about Kendra's rebellious streak and the toll her actions took on them all. You don't want to miss this.